[ it seems like it's a good afternoon for drinking and venting for the both of them, and Jeremy's just fine with that. it's hardly fair of him to spill his guts and lean on Ellis' shoulder without offering the same in return.
but after that clink and another long swig of the stuff, it's his friend's shoulder he ends up resting his head against anyway. their own home worlds were bad enough, why did they both end up in Panem where everything was so much worse and they lost so much? ]
... I guess.
[ being happy is hard. letting people in is hard. hiding away in a dark corner all by himself is easier. ]
I don't even know if I'm doing that right. Everything keeps getting ... messed up.
--s-sorry about Nick. [ shouldn't let that comment slide without recognition, oops. ]
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but after that clink and another long swig of the stuff, it's his friend's shoulder he ends up resting his head against anyway. their own home worlds were bad enough, why did they both end up in Panem where everything was so much worse and they lost so much? ]
... I guess.
[ being happy is hard. letting people in is hard. hiding away in a dark corner all by himself is easier. ]
I don't even know if I'm doing that right. Everything keeps getting ... messed up.
--s-sorry about Nick. [ shouldn't let that comment slide without recognition, oops. ]